| He's A Pretty Boy, Did He Sleep With Your Whole Town? (Pieces Of You) |
[Jun. 13th, 2006|02:58 pm] |
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| | "Pieces Of You" - Jewel | ] |
Ok here is your disclaimer.
Most of all these pics are X rated so if you are a minor, please do not view these.
Also if you do not wish to see me in many nude poses dod not click the link below.
There are ??? photos in all.
I will do two posts...two sets so as to not freeze up your comp... dial up freaks!
All comments welcome.
But as my momma always said...
If you can't say anything nice...FUCK OFF CUNT!
A Peek
The second set are here!
( Lookin' Out For Love...Big Big Love! (NWS) )
There you are...enjoy guys!
Adam |
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| I'm Going To Sleep Down On The Bottom Of The Ocean (Passing White Daisies) |
[Jun. 13th, 2006|02:29 pm] |
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| | creative | ] |
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| | "White Daisy Passing" - Rocky Votolato | ] |
Ok here is your disclaimer.
Most of all these pics are X rated so if you are a minor, please do not view these.
Also if you do not wish to see me in many nude poses dod not click the link below.
There are 40 photos in all.
I will do two posts...two sets so as to not freeze up your comp... dial up freaks!
All comments welcome.
But as my momma always said...
If you can't say anything nice...FUCK OFF CUNT!
A Peek
The first set are here!
( Did You Catch The Twilight On Your Way In To Work (NWS) )
Second Set Soon!
Adam |
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| LOVE IS THE BEST SENSATION HIDING IN THE LION'S MANE (and HAPPY CASIMIR PULASKI DAY!!!) |
[Mar. 1st, 2006|01:43 pm] |
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| |  crazy | ] |
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| | "The God Of Wine" - Third Eye Blind | ] |
"FASTER" - Third Eye Blind
I saw you go
Faster
Right in front of me
He stares at him so madly
He's got the nerve to say
He wants to fuck that boy so badly
I saw you go
Faster
I want to get off one time and not apologize
You got a steal the time from a life that’s passing by
I want to get off one time and look you in the eyes
I want to get off one time, get off one time
I was hoping you would be waiting there for me lately
I was hoping you would be waiting there for me lately
But you're not the kind who would be waiting, not for anybody
You’re not the kind of guy who would be waiting for anybody not even me...
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HAPPY CASIMIR PULASKI DAY!!!
Well I am New Orleans bound in countdown 1 week and 2 days!
It is gonna be a blast. I'll take lots of pictures and shit so don't worry.
I realize I haven't written much lately and I'm thinking it is a good thing. I am actually starting to feel like a person rather than an emotional wreck...so I'm going to keep it like this...anyway a few pics....comment if you'd like to although as always this is therapeutic you don't have to...my catharsis is exactly that....catharsis!
Aight have a good day,
Adam |
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| There Wasn't A Damn Thing I Could Do Or Say (Up In The Skyway) |
[Feb. 10th, 2006|01:44 am] |
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| |  bored | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | "I Don't Feel Very Receptive Today" - Underoath | ] |
Yeah...long day really.
Just did a few new smaller pics made from webcam so not the best quality but heh whatever...
I get excited working on my artsy stuff.
speaking of which...
EVERYONE GO AND DOWNLOAD "Suicide Medicine" by Rocky Votolato
I also suggest you download
"God Of Wine" by Third Eye Blind as well as "I Want You (Acoustic)" which is just basically the live version in concert...it's really good...one of my favorite jam rock love songs!
Well on lusty gentlemen..to the new pics
Night Night |
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| Some new pics...I know I do a lot of them...but oh well...art is art |
[Feb. 1st, 2006|03:44 pm] |
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| | creative | ] |
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| | "Lion's Mane" - Iron And Wine | ] |
A friend cartoonist drew this for me because he knows I love Cowboys:
Also a pic of Sean and My best friend Heather I just redid:
"I want your flowers like babies want God's love or maybe as sure as tomorrow will come..." |
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| The Quiz Of Doom |
[Jan. 31st, 2006|03:38 am] |
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| |  curious | ] |
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| | "Mudshovel" - Staind | ] |
You are a.. PUNK! You live your life drinking,
goin' to shows, and supporting local bands.
You are heavily anti-society and practcially
anti-everything. You may have a mohawk and
you may not, but your angry additude is
visible regardless if you look the part or
not.
The Subculture Label Quiz
brought to you by Quizilla |
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| You Got Me Where You WANT ME...I Aint Nothin But Your Fool |
[Jan. 17th, 2006|11:09 pm] |
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| |  cheerful | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | "Comfortably Numb" - Pink Floyd | ] |
(Excerpt from "Chain Of Fools" by Aretha Franklin)
Chain, chain, chain (chain, chain, chain)
Chain, chain, chain (chain, chain, chain)
Chain, chain, chain (chain, chain, chain)
Chain of fools
For five long years I thought you were my man
But I found out I'm just a link in your chain.
You got me where you want me
I ain't nothin' but your fool
You treated me mean
Ooh, you treated me cruel
Chain, chain, chain (chain, chain, chain)
Chain of fools
Every chain has got a weak link
And I might be weak, child
But I'll give you strength
You told me to leave you alone
My father said, "Come on home"
My doctor said, "Take it easy"
But your lovin' is much too strong
I'm welded to your...
Chain, chain, chain (chain, chain, chain)
Chain of fools
Chain, chain, chain (chain, chain, chain)
Chain of fools
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Today was better.
Work sucked major nuts but it usually does.
I can not decide where to take my vacation.
I can wait it out till summer and go to Greece on a pleasure cruise....
Or I can travel within the states sooner.
Cmon guys give me some ideas.
I think Greece would be something I would rather share with a friend backpacking or a boyfriend.
But I could go camping.
Anyway...
Point being....Aretha is my hero....no shit...
Ok well American Idol was tonight...I know I should have been on it but, you know me....
I am far too shy for t.v.
Fuck you guys lol....I hear you snickering...fags!
Well I am going to watch that movie KIDS...I bought it today for 5 bucks...I love this movie....it's so crazy....kinda upsets me but it's pretty damn good film making.
Want to cuddle as always.....good manly body heat is greaaaat!
Night fellas and ladies
Adam |
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| TEARS STREAM DOWN YOUR FACE WHEN YOU LOSE SOMETHING YOU CAN'T REPLACE |
[Jan. 16th, 2006|11:03 pm] |
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| | crushed | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | "Fix You" - Coldplay | ] |
I am going to bed with sadness in my heart.
God I just want this to be over really.
I am gonna feel better tomorrow.
I am gonna keep treating people better tomorrow.
I am gonna TRY
Someone made me realize tonight I need friends...
Good night
Adam |
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| If I Were A Hole I Would Live In Your Heart (From Your Only Mistake, I Make My Amends) |
[Jan. 11th, 2006|12:33 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | lonely | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | "Fix You" - Coldplay | ] |
THIS SONG PRETTY MUCH SUMS UP HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW...
"THE TRAPEZE SWINGER" - Iron And Wine
Please, remember me
Happily
By the rosebush laughing
With bruises on my chin
The time when
We counted every black car passing
Your house beneath the hill
And up until
Someone caught us in the kitchen
With maps, a mountain range,
A piggy bank
A vision too removed to mention
But
Please, remember me
Fondly
I heard from someone you're still pretty
And then
They went on to say
That the pearly gates
Had some eloquent graffiti
Like 'We'll meet again'
And 'Fuck the man'
And 'Tell my mother not to worry'
And angels with their gray
Handshakes
Were always done in such a hurry
And
Please, remember me
At Halloween
Making fools of all the neighbors
Our faces painted white
By midnight
We'd forgotten one another
And when the morning came
I was ashamed
Only now it seems so silly
That season left the world
And then returned
And now you're lit up by the city
So
Please, remember me
Mistakenly
In the window of the tallest tower call
Then pass us by
But much too high
To see the empty road at happy hour
Leave and resonate
Just like the gates
Around the holy kingdom
With words like 'Lost and Found' and 'Don't Look Down'
And 'Someone Save Temptation'
And
Please, remember me
As in the dream
We had as rug-burned babies
Among the fallen trees
And fast asleep
Aside the lions and the ladies
That called you what you like
And even might
Give a gift for your behavior
A fleeting chance to see
A trapeze
Swing as high as any savior
But
Please, remember me
My misery
And how it lost me all I wanted
Those dogs that love the rain
And chasing trains
The colored birds above there running
In circles round the well
And where it spells
On the wall behind St. Peter's
So bright with cinder gray
And spray paint
'Who the hell can see forever?'
And
Please, remember me
Seldomly
In the car behind the carnival
My hand between your knees
You turn from me
And said 'The trapeze act was wonderful
But never meant to last'
The clown that passed
Saw me just come up with anger
When it filled with circus dogs
The parking lot
Had an element of danger
So
Please, remember me
Finally
And all my uphill clawing
My dear
But if i make
The pearly gates
Do my best to make a drawing
Of G-d and Lucifer
A boy and girl
An angel kissin on a sinner
A monkey and a man
A marching band
All around the frightened trapeze swingers
Na-na
Na-na-na
Na-na
Na-na... |
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| A HYMN FOR HIM (Sometimes His Shape In The Doorway Will Speak To Me) |
[Jan. 7th, 2006|12:25 am] |
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| | crushed | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | "Fever Dream" - Iron And Wine | ] |
"A HYMN FOR HIM"
Rhythmic breaths,
His fingers drumming on my chest.
Delight in my heart,
Couldn't stop for to start.
It's that scent of sweet sweat,
It's still so fresh yet on your breath.
My lover, who did you call on tonight?
I would forgive you,
If for once you just spoke the truth.
But you wear that shit-eating grin
Around your neck like a noose.
I've let you penetrate me,
In ways you will never see.
And though you use and abuse me,
It's a decadence that in refusal I believe.
I'm moaning and writhing beneath you.
As you smother me with pillows,
I imagine them to be clouds.
And as you come I am alone,
Thy will be done. |
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| Yes I Have Decided I am Bi-Polar and Want To Kill Myself |
[Dec. 25th, 2005|02:55 pm] |
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| |  cold | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | "Us" - Regina Spektor | ] |
Get off my GODDAMN BACK FAGGOTS
I did not like Brokeback Mountain so build a bridge and get the fuck over it and if you can't, then stop iming me asking me what my problem is...it's just a goddamn movie. You gay people are oh so fucking dramatic!!!!!!
Now that I have dealt with that,
MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone..and yes I choose to say Christmas because I am Christian and don't care if you make a big stink out of it or not. But I will also say Happy Whatever The Fuck You Celebrate to everyone else just for respectful measure.
This morning I am enjoying a big fat joint and some beer and am gonna sit here and watch The Color Purple in true Adam's Christmas Style and wish I had a boy to snuggle up here with and watch it.
Instead I am spending Christmas alone on my own accord...
So if you will excuse me...I have me time to deal with thought I'd rather be snuggling all of you!
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| POEMS NOW ON WEBSITE |
[Dec. 23rd, 2005|01:57 am] |
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| | complacent | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | "My Oh My" - David Gray | ] |
My WEBSITE NOW HAS A SMALL PORTION OF MY POETRY ON DEISPLAY CHECK IT OUT! |
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| Papa Died Sunday, And I Understood (All Dead White Boys Say "God Is Good") |
[Dec. 21st, 2005|07:15 pm] |
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| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | "Sodom, South Georgia" - Iron And Wine | ] |
"FEVER DREAM" - Iron And Wine
Some days her shape in the doorway
Will speak to me
A bird’s wing on the window
Sometimes I’ll hear when she’s sleeping
Her "fever dream"
A language on her face
"I want your flowers like babies want God’s love
Or maybe as sure as tomorrow will come"
Some days, like rain on the doorstep
She’ll cover me
With grace in all she offers
Sometimes I'd like just to ask her
What honest words
She can’t afford to say, like...?
"I want your flowers like babies want God’s love
Or maybe as sure as tomorrow will come"
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Just got back with my little bro and his fiancee from seeing The Chronicles Of Narnia and it was AMAZING.
All of the Christian undertones in the movie do C.S. Lewis such justice. He was an atheist who battle God most of his life and it just goes to show no matter what your personal belief....everyone can bask in the glow of good every once in a while. The casted the Witch perfectly..she was amazing. All of the special effects were awesome and the battle scenes were great as well....the only thing I have to say is....REPLACE LUCY...that girl cannot cry for shit....she looked like Darla from the first ever episodes of Buffy when she cries...her face contorts like those bloodsuckers!
I wanted to pet ASLAN I will admit....and even Mr. Tumnus looked pettable. And Imogen Heap has a song on the soudtrack called "Can't Take It All In" and I love it.
Well not much has been going on other than work.
Thank you ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) bacchianrevelry for your lovely X-mas card I have it sitting on my dresser. I appreciate the warm holiday wishes.
Recently found I have a lot in common with izakthetwisted. His art is phenomenal and he is such a great guy.
Matteo has been on my mind a lot recently and I just can't help but feel that I wish I were in Chicago at least visiting the sod!
Today I feel generally bored and horny but mostly I am in a warm happy place....has been a while...now if I can just get a decent date.....damnit!
And I am hungry for some food! Dunno what I am craving but I am damn hungry...
Now I want to go see Brokeback Mountain...I think Friday would be good...anyone interested in following that hasnt already seen it?
Well I should go now and rummage for food like Winnie The Pooh....I always thought I was a little more like Eeyore and all....but we know Winnie and Piglet have a secret affair going on in the 100 Orgasm Acre of Ass Wood!
Night Journal
+The Firstborn+ |
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| Come On Down To My Neighborhood (and daily downloads) |
[Dec. 12th, 2005|01:28 pm] |
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| | crazy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | "Hello Old Friend" - Kim Richey | ] |
"HELLO OLD FRIEND" - Kim Richey
Hello old friend, aww, this is so like you
To drop back in, well, you were right on time.
How have I been? Well, that can of worms ain't worth opening
Leave it at "fine," ah just fine, ooh, I'm just fine.
So how 'bout you? Yeah, how 'bout those big dreams?
Did some come true according to plan?
Are you married yet? Huh, I thought you would be by now
I forget, what was her name, ahhh, what was her name?
Ohh, good old what's-her-name.
And is it me you want, or are you just lonely?
Well, aren't we all
And I like the way you sound straight out of lost and found
Glad you called.
Well, you made me smile, hell I laughed right out loud!
And it's been a while, and it feels real good
You know what I'd wish, were I the wishing kind?
That you'd take a trip down to my neighborhood, ah, my neighborhood
Ooo, yeah, come on down to my neighborhood.
And is it me you want, or are you just lonely?
Well, aren't we all
And I like the way you sound straight out of lost and found
Glad you called.
Hello old friend...
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I am going to give you a few free downloads today.
It's three songs just folllow the links to download
One is for Pisces Boy Jeff that he asked me for it's a cover done by Beck.
http://z19.zupload.com/download.php?file=getfile&filepath=2704
Second is the song with lyrics mentioned above "Hello Old Friend" by Kim Richey
http://z19.zupload.com/download.php?file=getfile&filepath=2656
and the third is the Dashboard/Brand New mashup called "Quiet Screaming" mixed by The Legion Of Doom.
http://z19.zupload.com/download.php?file=getfile&filepath=2670
ENJOY
On to today's topic....
Cheating and Cheaters...
Yes people I know you never saw it coming...but today I am getting to the core of my opinions which you probably could care less about but this is my journal and I want to rant.
I just don't get cheating or cheaters....I mean I understand the concept...
But I don't get how men and women can hurt someone who truly loves them for no good reason other than to get off. If you can't be with someone happily just be honest and break it off. Save the drama for Mary J. Blige. I mean I myself have been guilty of cheating....ONCE....and I looked at myself in a mirror and seriously did some inner searching and felt like such an asshole. I couldn't even hardly look at myself and I am not one to not be honest and upfront with my feelings. I pretty much tell it like it is whether the world wants to hear it or not since ignorance is bliss to most and I am NOT MOST. I read in someone's journal how they cheat compulsively on their boyfriend and that they love him seriously but that this person is still compelled to cheat on him for sex daily. I just don't understand this hypocrisy. How can you call that love?... since A) there is not an understanding between them and it hurts his boyfriend and B) Let's not forget you have a perfectly delicious boyfriend you can devour.
This kind of shit causes cyclical wrongdoings in people. They get hurt and then they either shut down like I have over the years and don't trust anyone or they themselves go out and do this to people. So why do we breed this intolerable act? Because in society's eyes it is just part of going through the motions....NO GUYS it is not. We need to be able to prove we can love people in honesty and love truly. I have seen men in love and it is wonderful and I understand it is a growing process. Hookups happen and it's cool but not if you are involved seriously with someone who doesn't want to share. The point is communication...we need to communicate honestly with one another and let the other know what we are thinking and how we are feeling.
When are we going to grow up and be men...
Playtime is far over.
That is probably why I have been passing up opportunities to sleep with some hot guys...they simply either have boyfriends they cheat on or wouldn't mind doing that.
When they can be men and be true then it's on and poppin'...
Till then those boys can play all they want....just know that I am looking at you like
W-T-F?
Judgemental....sure....opionated most def....
Don't like it...Suck it!
HA
well rant over.
Love everyone have a good day! |
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[Nov. 29th, 2005|03:13 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | crazy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | "Hell Yes" - Alkaline Trio | ] |
I will be updating soon.
Retail is a bitch after Black Friday....
It's all downhill.
I am hanging out with this new guy named John Friday.
Gonna smoke a bowl and chill at his place watch a few movies...
Might even get laid out of it..cool times.
I hope everyone is good.
Love Ya'll
Adam |
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